"I ain't as crazy as I seem to be,
it's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me.
Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressants,
In essence im threatenin my character assessment
Truth told, I figure a few hoe's
mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes.
If I'm misunderstood or mis-guided,
started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' "
- Joe Budden, Angel in my Life
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My name is Jarell & I'm a drug addict. I'd rather be alone, rather then surrounded by familiar strangers. I listen to wayy too much R&B & i hate you all.
or the priveleges that come with that title "wifey"
i'll be back to blog, i'm tired right now and moms nem' on there way. they expect me to take my grandma home and shit. i had like 3 hours of sleep, prolly 4 but still tHATS NOT ENOUGH. i'm a try and catch a nap before they get back home, then i might blog. if i don't blog by 4 or 5, then most likley i won't be bloggin until late tonight. round 3 to 4. so if you're up then be on the look out. i got some more sit to complain about. i'll be back though. and i didn't have class today, sooo HA motherfuckers. i went there and teacher was sick. I DONT HOPE, but it would be good for the class if she's still sick tomorrow, n thursday
" don't wanna end up lovin ma from a distance "
but i'll be back to blog, i hope they drive slow and don't get here too soon. i need some rest, plus nothings on tv. perfect time to get a quick nap. ya'll check in later to see if i updated. and i haven't read ANY blogs latley. but treys, tianna & jaes... like, idk. i'm lazy, i say i'm a do something then never do it. oh well. [ edit ]. so i'm sittin here watchin american idol, and it's gay. they eliminatin people so quick. but they lettin some of the whack people along. but uhh, i think i might hate this american idol this time around. but i'm sittin here tryna think of something to write, guess i'll just write about my day. woke up madd early after being up all fuckin night, so i was tired and shit. got up, smoked... took a shower and left. went to school, got there and found out my teacher wasn't there. most likely she won't be there tomorrow and the next day cause you can't get over a sickness in 2 days, or maybe in her case she can and HAVE to. but i'm a go to her classes anyway just cause. her class is a computer class tomorrow anyway, its not an important class. all we doing is startin on next chapter. i'll go in there and bullshit on the computer maybe
but after i came home after signin the attendance sheet, i got here and watch videos and watched tv.. and then i thought about sleep. decided to take a nap. right when i'm going to sleep, moms and sis keep buggin em about takin gma', so i had to get up and take gma' home. went to DG and burger king then subway. i wanted burger king but decided to just get subway. i'll get chineese food some other time... gettin tired of subs and burgers. either that or i'm going to get some more chicken from KFC if they still got it. i think tonight i need to get on my mathlab and do that work. matter of a fact, i got a test TOMORROW so i'm a get on that shit now lol, knowing that shit gone be passed due date by 12 tonight. i'll go do that in a hour or 30 minutes so fuck that. i'm a get to that after this blog.
i like the song, i think jada gone get mad props for this song. album might even sell more than he usually do " i'm my own fan ". i been jadakiss fan since knock yourself out and all his first shit, and plus his freestyles are wayyy better than his album music. but he still go hard when he drop albums. my nephew is in here jumpin on my bed and it's annoying. about to lay back... watch home improvement and relax for the rest of the night. WELL see there, already forgot about my fuckin homework. but i'll get to that.
chocolate high > any other song out right now. brb
" ay you love me but did you call me no So is it really really love or am I all that you know? cause you quick to tell a kid to never call you again with that said how can I call you a friend or anything more? how can I see us havin anything more If its that easy what we go through anything for? or..problems lets squash it its senseless dont wanna end up lovin ma from a distance "
or the priveleges that come with that title "wifey"
i'll be back to blog, i'm tired right now and moms nem' on there way. they expect me to take my grandma home and shit. i had like 3 hours of sleep, prolly 4 but still tHATS NOT ENOUGH. i'm a try and catch a nap before they get back home, then i might blog. if i don't blog by 4 or 5, then most likley i won't be bloggin until late tonight. round 3 to 4. so if you're up then be on the look out. i got some more sit to complain about. i'll be back though. and i didn't have class today, sooo HA motherfuckers. i went there and teacher was sick. I DONT HOPE, but it would be good for the class if she's still sick tomorrow, n thursday
" don't wanna end up lovin ma from a distance "
but i'll be back to blog, i hope they drive slow and don't get here too soon. i need some rest, plus nothings on tv. perfect time to get a quick nap. ya'll check in later to see if i updated. and i haven't read ANY blogs latley. but treys, tianna & jaes... like, idk. i'm lazy, i say i'm a do something then never do it. oh well. [ edit ]. so i'm sittin here watchin american idol, and it's gay. they eliminatin people so quick. but they lettin some of the whack people along. but uhh, i think i might hate this american idol this time around. but i'm sittin here tryna think of something to write, guess i'll just write about my day. woke up madd early after being up all fuckin night, so i was tired and shit. got up, smoked... took a shower and left. went to school, got there and found out my teacher wasn't there. most likely she won't be there tomorrow and the next day cause you can't get over a sickness in 2 days, or maybe in her case she can and HAVE to. but i'm a go to her classes anyway just cause. her class is a computer class tomorrow anyway, its not an important class. all we doing is startin on next chapter. i'll go in there and bullshit on the computer maybe
but after i came home after signin the attendance sheet, i got here and watch videos and watched tv.. and then i thought about sleep. decided to take a nap. right when i'm going to sleep, moms and sis keep buggin em about takin gma', so i had to get up and take gma' home. went to DG and burger king then subway. i wanted burger king but decided to just get subway. i'll get chineese food some other time... gettin tired of subs and burgers. either that or i'm going to get some more chicken from KFC if they still got it. i think tonight i need to get on my mathlab and do that work. matter of a fact, i got a test TOMORROW so i'm a get on that shit now lol, knowing that shit gone be passed due date by 12 tonight. i'll go do that in a hour or 30 minutes so fuck that. i'm a get to that after this blog.
i like the song, i think jada gone get mad props for this song. album might even sell more than he usually do " i'm my own fan ". i been jadakiss fan since knock yourself out and all his first shit, and plus his freestyles are wayyy better than his album music. but he still go hard when he drop albums. my nephew is in here jumpin on my bed and it's annoying. about to lay back... watch home improvement and relax for the rest of the night. WELL see there, already forgot about my fuckin homework. but i'll get to that.
chocolate high > any other song out right now. brb
" ay you love me but did you call me no So is it really really love or am I all that you know? cause you quick to tell a kid to never call you again with that said how can I call you a friend or anything more? how can I see us havin anything more If its that easy what we go through anything for? or..problems lets squash it its senseless dont wanna end up lovin ma from a distance "