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"I ain't as crazy as I seem to be, it's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me. Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressants, In essence im threatenin my character assessment Truth told, I figure a few hoe's mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes. If I'm misunderstood or mis-guided, started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' "

- Joe Budden, Angel in my Life
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My name is Jarell & I'm a drug addict. I'd rather be alone, rather then surrounded by familiar strangers. I listen to wayy too much R&B & i hate you all.



January 9, 2009 @ 9:48 PM
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" maybe i'm better off without you "

so today was overall a long day, woke up extra early to sit up at a doctor office for HOURS and shit right ? so we got up there like at 7 or some shit, ended up being in there til like 3 almost 4, and it closes at 5. so we just gave up and left, scheduled one for tomorrow. hopefully that works so i can hurry and get checked and get it over with. my throat is still hurtin, might have to get my tonsils out but my right eye is red, and it has been like that for almost a whole 2 days going on 3. but yeah, sis went to get her food stamps, since she aint working and moms not working and IM not working. she went and got those until her 2nd baby come and she go her black ass back to work and i'm stuck with two bad ass babies. if she stil be living here then.

i gotta play some more 2k9 online tonight, i've been slacking. i'm bout to go back to school and shit so i'm gone need to start back playing it this weekend so i won't be too busy with homework and shit to even touch that shit. i know the math gone have me OD busy, and i hate that fact. my math should be easy though. i'm mostly worried about mising clases and that 209 class i got. we making computer and shit from scratch, like actually buildin them up and shit. that should be cool or what not. i'm ready for classes to begin already, they'll end as quick as they did last year.

i haven't got any texts all day, motly yahoo messages and i sometime ignore them cause they don't know how to say all they wanna say in one message, they send about 50 messages. niggahs playing games, acting stupid and then other niggahs cryin and complaining about small shit. oh well, they'll be aight. other motherfuckers back on that not talkin to me bullshit... fuck em all, i'm only responsible for ME. i'm going to smoke this black, watch me a movie or play 2k9 or something and then rest peacefully. no textin/callin me after this, cause its BROKE.

" quick to tell a niggah to never call you again
with that said, how can i call you a friend or anything more "

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