Thought Process
"I ain't as crazy as I seem to be, it's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me. Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressants, In essence im threatenin my character assessment Truth told, I figure a few hoe's mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes. If I'm misunderstood or mis-guided, started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' "

- Joe Budden, Angel in my Life
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My name is Jarell & I'm a drug addict. I'd rather be alone, rather then surrounded by familiar strangers. I listen to wayy too much R&B & i hate you all.



January 19, 2009 @ 5:23 PM
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so i had me a black, and my mind is all fucked up. not because of the blacks but because of you motherfuckin females. ya'll mood swings are HELL... i don't know what to even say about it anymore. shits get to the point where i don't even wanna respond to the dumb, confusin shit ya'll say. but tonight is MY night, i'm watchin basketball and hope'n for some snow tonight. hopefully it just snows real hard tonight and through the morning. like a shit load of snow... 3 to 4 inches and it just piles up hopfully. i just don't wanna move tomorrow, just stay home and enjoy my break from school. i know it's bad i already want a break from school but so what motherfucker ?

i'm tired, i stayed up til like almost 6 in the AM... that's hell and woke up like 1 something this afternoon. but never the less i'm not as sleepy as i thought i would be. time to watch my game cause my nephew just came in spittin about to fuck me up from typin' so i'll be back to blog tomorrow or later tonight maybe. i ain't sure, depends on whats on my mind and how i feel. detroit and memphis about to play now... then boston and suns then cavs and lakers. i think that last game will be the best one outtah them most, even though boston's my team... they been fuckin up latley i stil have faith

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