"I ain't as crazy as I seem to be,
it's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me.
Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressants,
In essence im threatenin my character assessment
Truth told, I figure a few hoe's
mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes.
If I'm misunderstood or mis-guided,
started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' "
- Joe Budden, Angel in my Life
Information
My name is Jarell & I'm a drug addict. I'd rather be alone, rather then surrounded by familiar strangers. I listen to wayy too much R&B & i hate you all.
new motherfuckin blog on the way! get ready niggahs, not now... maybe like 5 something in the morning when i have nothing to do... so ya'll niggahs WAIT for it. but uhh, i'm about to hit up some homework, watch some videos on WSHH... check to see if joe budden dissed saigon bitch ass again yet and listen to these songs... rihanna "hatin on the club" track was aight, i got them EXCLUSIVES! get like me foreal. i'll edit this inna minute though, so if you come back and see this unedited then i'll get to it ASAP.. maybe i forgot and went to sleep, or maybe i remembered just didnt wanna do it. PLUS IM ABOUT TO PLAY SOME 360! today was a goodday, foreal it was.. hopfully it's a good day tomorrow. HAWLUH!
aight i'm BACK, this niggah carmen done jacked my layout & shit... it's cool though, I DONT MIND! but yeah, today... woke up a couple minutes late and had to rushh out the house. got there earlier enough to study real quick and get a A on that fuckin test, shit wasnt even hard. but MATH next week.. that's gone be hell though. come from school, and everybody all dressed upp i'm tired wantin to go to sleep, motherfuckers happpy bout her taxes. dish me 150 and gave mom 200. i spent that 100 quick, that tells you i'm horrible with money. can't give me SHIT. plus i'm gettin my school money and some more money so shittt.. i'm a get all this unimportant shit like today. i wanted to get NBA live 09, but i wanna wait til i get my new gold card membershp before mine expires. i haven't been online inn minute though, been gettin my ass dragged in 2k9 though, i almost won like once and then these niggahs started foulin at the end and won by like one shot. i was pissed, buttt... i'll redeem myself.
sister went to doctor, been there for a good 5 hours... i fell asleep at gma house watchin soap operas and shit. that shit was so boring, and that couch felt good as hell. i'ma get a good sleep today. got me a new airbed until i get my matress for my bed and shit.. i might not even bother might just get them futons that i can fold out as a bed and fold into a lil chair whatever. a niggah don't want a bed crowdin up the room. i'm bout to play 360 after this blog, well go smoke a black like ALWAYS then play the game. lol @ katt williams... 'hold uppp, wait a minute. let me put some pimpinn itt it" niggah on drugs now, gettin slapped in clubs and lying about it and shit. niggah was on the radio lying his ass off, actually confusing me. going from sayin he got snuffed to sayin he got slapped to back that he got snuffed and how he ain't get knocked out. man, as long as he's still funny, and stay making movies and shit i wouldn't care.
LMAO, 50 was waiting on some beef. he was tryna trap lil wayne daring him and shit, now rick ross got the nerve to talk some shit. i don't even remember what rick said but it was some simple shit, idk where the diss came from but this niggah came out the blue with a diss to 50, and 50 like always gone be ignorant and respond. that niggah loves beef. jay z need to diss 50 or something, a decent beef worth watchin. rick ross is another fat joe just he ain't as good as fat joe even though he sells more.. i think fat joe is a better artist. but who cares 50 gone fuck 'em both up. but yeah, i'm on this twitter shit and it ain't as addictive as i thought it wouldve been. trey gay ass talkin bout this shit addictive, nobody followin his ass! nah, i wouldn't know but that shit ain't that big of a deal. it's too simple to me. should've atleast have something else to it shit. but i'm complaining so don't pay me no mind. i tend to do that shit when i'm bored. it seems to entertain ya'll motherfuckers.
this song is hard, i think i'm a write to this beat sooner or later. i need me a mic and some beats, and something to record on. i got the beats, the mic won't cost that much and i got torrents to download something to record on ( pro tools ) i'm only good with protools and fruityloops so fuck all that other shit niggahs be claiming they use and shit. i like this song though, niggahs sayin jada can't make a album... niggah album might actually be aight. i'll buy it just to support the bastard and cause i think he deserves the shit more then some of these lame niggahs that's selling, like soulja boy... etc. soulja boy ain't selling though, so fuck him. i think he lied about gettin robbed too, either that or he's scared to even talk about it.
tomorrow, i think i'm going to go ride around the city and bullshit around. hit the mailbox and check for my money. if it ain't in there i'm a come home and play 360 all day until i pass out. OHWELL! nothing to do in sumter but party & bullshit... and i don't do the club shit... that shit does nothing for me. be in the club with a bunch of drunk niggahs and bitches... either fightin or tryna find something to bag. lol @ me going to the club before my cousin went to texas for basic training. which was a WHILE ago, i get caught on the dance floor while niggahs fightin and gettin carried out the club. some broad in a dress, drunk up tryna dance with me and shit while i'm tryna walk through the crowd. niggahs done went fool, from fightin to bringin guns in the club and shootin up the club every night and these niggahs don't do shit but let the SAME niggahs back in and not check em. only place worth going to is the mall, walmart ( which is where er body be ) or a club, and the clubs is mostly packed with BLACK niggahs so you get in and you gone be sweatin like hell especially in the hood spots. but yeah.. i gotta pee and i'm tired of writtin so FUCK YALL and have a nice one.
new motherfuckin blog on the way! get ready niggahs, not now... maybe like 5 something in the morning when i have nothing to do... so ya'll niggahs WAIT for it. but uhh, i'm about to hit up some homework, watch some videos on WSHH... check to see if joe budden dissed saigon bitch ass again yet and listen to these songs... rihanna "hatin on the club" track was aight, i got them EXCLUSIVES! get like me foreal. i'll edit this inna minute though, so if you come back and see this unedited then i'll get to it ASAP.. maybe i forgot and went to sleep, or maybe i remembered just didnt wanna do it. PLUS IM ABOUT TO PLAY SOME 360! today was a goodday, foreal it was.. hopfully it's a good day tomorrow. HAWLUH!
aight i'm BACK, this niggah carmen done jacked my layout & shit... it's cool though, I DONT MIND! but yeah, today... woke up a couple minutes late and had to rushh out the house. got there earlier enough to study real quick and get a A on that fuckin test, shit wasnt even hard. but MATH next week.. that's gone be hell though. come from school, and everybody all dressed upp i'm tired wantin to go to sleep, motherfuckers happpy bout her taxes. dish me 150 and gave mom 200. i spent that 100 quick, that tells you i'm horrible with money. can't give me SHIT. plus i'm gettin my school money and some more money so shittt.. i'm a get all this unimportant shit like today. i wanted to get NBA live 09, but i wanna wait til i get my new gold card membershp before mine expires. i haven't been online inn minute though, been gettin my ass dragged in 2k9 though, i almost won like once and then these niggahs started foulin at the end and won by like one shot. i was pissed, buttt... i'll redeem myself.
sister went to doctor, been there for a good 5 hours... i fell asleep at gma house watchin soap operas and shit. that shit was so boring, and that couch felt good as hell. i'ma get a good sleep today. got me a new airbed until i get my matress for my bed and shit.. i might not even bother might just get them futons that i can fold out as a bed and fold into a lil chair whatever. a niggah don't want a bed crowdin up the room. i'm bout to play 360 after this blog, well go smoke a black like ALWAYS then play the game. lol @ katt williams... 'hold uppp, wait a minute. let me put some pimpinn itt it" niggah on drugs now, gettin slapped in clubs and lying about it and shit. niggah was on the radio lying his ass off, actually confusing me. going from sayin he got snuffed to sayin he got slapped to back that he got snuffed and how he ain't get knocked out. man, as long as he's still funny, and stay making movies and shit i wouldn't care.
LMAO, 50 was waiting on some beef. he was tryna trap lil wayne daring him and shit, now rick ross got the nerve to talk some shit. i don't even remember what rick said but it was some simple shit, idk where the diss came from but this niggah came out the blue with a diss to 50, and 50 like always gone be ignorant and respond. that niggah loves beef. jay z need to diss 50 or something, a decent beef worth watchin. rick ross is another fat joe just he ain't as good as fat joe even though he sells more.. i think fat joe is a better artist. but who cares 50 gone fuck 'em both up. but yeah, i'm on this twitter shit and it ain't as addictive as i thought it wouldve been. trey gay ass talkin bout this shit addictive, nobody followin his ass! nah, i wouldn't know but that shit ain't that big of a deal. it's too simple to me. should've atleast have something else to it shit. but i'm complaining so don't pay me no mind. i tend to do that shit when i'm bored. it seems to entertain ya'll motherfuckers.
this song is hard, i think i'm a write to this beat sooner or later. i need me a mic and some beats, and something to record on. i got the beats, the mic won't cost that much and i got torrents to download something to record on ( pro tools ) i'm only good with protools and fruityloops so fuck all that other shit niggahs be claiming they use and shit. i like this song though, niggahs sayin jada can't make a album... niggah album might actually be aight. i'll buy it just to support the bastard and cause i think he deserves the shit more then some of these lame niggahs that's selling, like soulja boy... etc. soulja boy ain't selling though, so fuck him. i think he lied about gettin robbed too, either that or he's scared to even talk about it.
tomorrow, i think i'm going to go ride around the city and bullshit around. hit the mailbox and check for my money. if it ain't in there i'm a come home and play 360 all day until i pass out. OHWELL! nothing to do in sumter but party & bullshit... and i don't do the club shit... that shit does nothing for me. be in the club with a bunch of drunk niggahs and bitches... either fightin or tryna find something to bag. lol @ me going to the club before my cousin went to texas for basic training. which was a WHILE ago, i get caught on the dance floor while niggahs fightin and gettin carried out the club. some broad in a dress, drunk up tryna dance with me and shit while i'm tryna walk through the crowd. niggahs done went fool, from fightin to bringin guns in the club and shootin up the club every night and these niggahs don't do shit but let the SAME niggahs back in and not check em. only place worth going to is the mall, walmart ( which is where er body be ) or a club, and the clubs is mostly packed with BLACK niggahs so you get in and you gone be sweatin like hell especially in the hood spots. but yeah.. i gotta pee and i'm tired of writtin so FUCK YALL and have a nice one.