"I ain't as crazy as I seem to be,
it's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me.
Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressants,
In essence im threatenin my character assessment
Truth told, I figure a few hoe's
mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes.
If I'm misunderstood or mis-guided,
started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' "
- Joe Budden, Angel in my Life
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My name is Jarell & I'm a drug addict. I'd rather be alone, rather then surrounded by familiar strangers. I listen to wayy too much R&B & i hate you all.
jessica alba > beyonce " i'd do anything... anything ? anythingg for youuu"
fuck bloggin right now, watchin my nephew and tired. i slept most of all day though, didn't fall asleep til 6 something while watchin family matters online. i need to find the new episode of monk tonight or check to sen when usa will be replayin it yenno ? today, i didn't wake until like 2 PM and that was because i wanted to jump up and be nosey. this bed is comfortable though. i'm glad i bought this shit, hopfully it lasts a long time. but i guess i'll log back on later tonight, when i get bored and decide to read each and everyones blog and comment on them and stuff like that. i get bored when it's late. have nothing to do and just decide to go to sleep, so i'll blog and comment blogs round then. cause right now i'm about to watch this rick ross video and listen to this 50 cent diss. i thought it would've been boring but then again 50 is a fuckin retard, i like hearin him clown niggahs.
i bought a box of blacks today, them shits hopfully will last me a while instead of me smokin them up like 2 a day and shit. but i had help so can't blame me. sister would smoke some, id smoke it. keep in mind she's pregnant, she still smokin like a dummy too. my nephew need to just hurry and come. i'm tired of sharin blacks. i think i'll end this blog short, and come back to edit it later. iloveyouall. ok, i lied. fuck ya'll.
rick ross v.s. 50... too funny. rick ross ain't even important, what niggahs mean he on top of the game ? rick ross ain't THAT good, he's aight. but i don't know about that beef, it's gonna be funny though. 50 loves killin niggahs career and shit. i fuck with 50 only when theres beef brewin', if he's tryna sell records i leave that niggah alone. he can make a hook, but sometimes the songs are just as dumb as soulja boys.... nah not soulja boy but you get where i'm tryna go. but fuck 50 for killin ja rule's career. why all my fav rappers had issues with 50 ? budden had a problem with gunit, game! smh... ja rule wasnt my fav rapper, but i liked his music. 50 just love tryna ruin careers and shit. fuckin gorilla lookin ass niggah, only niggah from shady aftermath worth listening to is eminem, maybe dre but eminem prolly writes his shit now so eminem is the only niggah i'm fuckin with unless his next album is horrible and i doubt it is.
today, i woke up like at 2 and still was sleepy but decided to get up anyway. went to the trash, mailbox and to the store and get some blacks and a honey bunn. i didn't want it, but just got it anyway. tomorrowww, i'm gettin some KFC i hope and i got a 12 pack of sprites that i prolly done murked though. i know i had like 5 already, but i'm a stop drinkin them after this one. them lil caprisuns was too good. i know i was drinkin 5 a day. had two boxes and after 2 days they're goneee. superbowl, tomorrow ? i guess i'll be watchin that bullshit. i don't care who wins, panthers ain't in it so fuck the superbowl. carolinaaaa! we'll get it next year... i hope. if they don't, new england get it and i'll be happy.
jessica alba > beyonce " i'd do anything... anything ? anythingg for youuu"
fuck bloggin right now, watchin my nephew and tired. i slept most of all day though, didn't fall asleep til 6 something while watchin family matters online. i need to find the new episode of monk tonight or check to sen when usa will be replayin it yenno ? today, i didn't wake until like 2 PM and that was because i wanted to jump up and be nosey. this bed is comfortable though. i'm glad i bought this shit, hopfully it lasts a long time. but i guess i'll log back on later tonight, when i get bored and decide to read each and everyones blog and comment on them and stuff like that. i get bored when it's late. have nothing to do and just decide to go to sleep, so i'll blog and comment blogs round then. cause right now i'm about to watch this rick ross video and listen to this 50 cent diss. i thought it would've been boring but then again 50 is a fuckin retard, i like hearin him clown niggahs.
i bought a box of blacks today, them shits hopfully will last me a while instead of me smokin them up like 2 a day and shit. but i had help so can't blame me. sister would smoke some, id smoke it. keep in mind she's pregnant, she still smokin like a dummy too. my nephew need to just hurry and come. i'm tired of sharin blacks. i think i'll end this blog short, and come back to edit it later. iloveyouall. ok, i lied. fuck ya'll.
rick ross v.s. 50... too funny. rick ross ain't even important, what niggahs mean he on top of the game ? rick ross ain't THAT good, he's aight. but i don't know about that beef, it's gonna be funny though. 50 loves killin niggahs career and shit. i fuck with 50 only when theres beef brewin', if he's tryna sell records i leave that niggah alone. he can make a hook, but sometimes the songs are just as dumb as soulja boys.... nah not soulja boy but you get where i'm tryna go. but fuck 50 for killin ja rule's career. why all my fav rappers had issues with 50 ? budden had a problem with gunit, game! smh... ja rule wasnt my fav rapper, but i liked his music. 50 just love tryna ruin careers and shit. fuckin gorilla lookin ass niggah, only niggah from shady aftermath worth listening to is eminem, maybe dre but eminem prolly writes his shit now so eminem is the only niggah i'm fuckin with unless his next album is horrible and i doubt it is.
today, i woke up like at 2 and still was sleepy but decided to get up anyway. went to the trash, mailbox and to the store and get some blacks and a honey bunn. i didn't want it, but just got it anyway. tomorrowww, i'm gettin some KFC i hope and i got a 12 pack of sprites that i prolly done murked though. i know i had like 5 already, but i'm a stop drinkin them after this one. them lil caprisuns was too good. i know i was drinkin 5 a day. had two boxes and after 2 days they're goneee. superbowl, tomorrow ? i guess i'll be watchin that bullshit. i don't care who wins, panthers ain't in it so fuck the superbowl. carolinaaaa! we'll get it next year... i hope. if they don't, new england get it and i'll be happy.
