"I ain't as crazy as I seem to be,
it's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me.
Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressants,
In essence im threatenin my character assessment
Truth told, I figure a few hoe's
mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes.
If I'm misunderstood or mis-guided,
started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' "
- Joe Budden, Angel in my Life
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My name is Jarell & I'm a drug addict. I'd rather be alone, rather then surrounded by familiar strangers. I listen to wayy too much R&B & i hate you all.
so celtics game just win off, won by 24 i think... or 25 either or, we still got in dallas ass badly. spurs and lakers about to play and then later detroit playing. i'll be watchin all both games all day, i don't got school til this time tomorrow... so i got a whole day to waste until i have class. watched Notorious with cammie yesterday, mostly all night, she gettin all happy bout the sex scenes... it was a good movie though. funny at times, and intrestin'. should been some better actors though. the actin sucked and shit. but i won't complain about the movie cause i sat there and enjoyed it and didn't pay a damn dollar to watch it. so i won't even complaing about shit, the chick in the movie did make kim look like a lil slut though. don't mean i still wouldn't stick my dick in her a few times or what not.
sister woke me up this morning to put the car seat in jessicas car ( sister in law ).. she just brung him back and he didn't wanna let her leave, he being a lil punk crying and walkin back, form room to room.. don't know who he want. he prolly just sleepy. i'm about smoke a black though. he's gone be short if he come down here lookin for me. but uhh, today i dont' think i'm a do anything but sit here and download music and watch movies and shit. nothing else for me to do, lakers was winning by just now buttt, spurs catchin up so.. i'm a watch this game after i finish this blog and talk to cammie prolly. but she's not really respondin like she was last night. swear we talked all last night, even went to the text and was still talkin.
neesha thinks she pregnant, lmao... she just lost her virginity or so she say. i couldn't fuck a virgin, i mean it would be nice... but the bleedin and the sensitivity... nah i'm the type that i don't really like going slow and gentle unless it wanna enjoy the pussy. if i wanna enjoy it, i'll take it slow and be gentle. but if its a jump off or a one night stand type broad... i'm ramming that shit in so i can get my nut. fuck all that making love shit, only might do that with a chick i KNOW i'll be with for a while or fall for or some shit. but you ain't gotta worry about me fallin no time soon. left and right, broads been dissapointing me... i don't even want nothing real anymore, i mean if i find it then i'll take it but until then i ain't lookin for or puttin as much in it anymore. okay, fuck that subject.
i listened to zshares of joe budden on shade45 radio, the shit niggahs say on the radio. i'm mad they don't play game on eminems radio station. thought the beef was just between 50 and him, that's fucked up. but yeah... heres a lil video of some of the session on the radio... it might autoplay but i don't care... ya'll niggahs better learn how to scroll and pause that shit. and fuck you nae, dark ass tryna play me on CS earlier.. knowing damn well my number was locked in your phone. i lost your number by mistake, don't try and play me out lil niggah.
i didn't listen just now, cause i'm too lazy, but most likley he's talkin shit about saigon and how he didn't write the 2nd diss. even if saigon didn't, the shit was still horrible. i can't fuck with saigon, he's just not entertaining ( music wise ) niggah couldn't drop his album, after having 32323 hits he sitll ain't drop his shit. had hot beats for nothng. it's sunday though, i think i'll stop bloggin and look for monk online. i missed that shit friday and it seemed like a good episode from what i seen. monk > house, CSI and all that boring shit. just so ya'll know.
another thing i wanted to say, you ever met a broad and all you want is some pussy, but you don't think it's gone be that easy but you try anyway and it just happens. you bag it and think that's it but the motherfucker stick around like you WANT her around. mannn that's one reason i stopped fuckin with random broads, cause everytime i meet one that shit happens. they end up fallin for me and shit. But oh well. i think i'm a go smoke this black now, get something to eat and hopfully my nephew doesn't follow me back to my room to put him to sleep like he always do. but i might be back to blog later... until then ya'll enjoy this and take it easy
this song was stuck in my head all night and shit. i don't know why i like it so much, but it ain't annoying like them dumb ass beyonce songs that every broad be singing ever minute of the fuck day. i'm a go though.
so celtics game just win off, won by 24 i think... or 25 either or, we still got in dallas ass badly. spurs and lakers about to play and then later detroit playing. i'll be watchin all both games all day, i don't got school til this time tomorrow... so i got a whole day to waste until i have class. watched Notorious with cammie yesterday, mostly all night, she gettin all happy bout the sex scenes... it was a good movie though. funny at times, and intrestin'. should been some better actors though. the actin sucked and shit. but i won't complain about the movie cause i sat there and enjoyed it and didn't pay a damn dollar to watch it. so i won't even complaing about shit, the chick in the movie did make kim look like a lil slut though. don't mean i still wouldn't stick my dick in her a few times or what not.
sister woke me up this morning to put the car seat in jessicas car ( sister in law ).. she just brung him back and he didn't wanna let her leave, he being a lil punk crying and walkin back, form room to room.. don't know who he want. he prolly just sleepy. i'm about smoke a black though. he's gone be short if he come down here lookin for me. but uhh, today i dont' think i'm a do anything but sit here and download music and watch movies and shit. nothing else for me to do, lakers was winning by just now buttt, spurs catchin up so.. i'm a watch this game after i finish this blog and talk to cammie prolly. but she's not really respondin like she was last night. swear we talked all last night, even went to the text and was still talkin.
neesha thinks she pregnant, lmao... she just lost her virginity or so she say. i couldn't fuck a virgin, i mean it would be nice... but the bleedin and the sensitivity... nah i'm the type that i don't really like going slow and gentle unless it wanna enjoy the pussy. if i wanna enjoy it, i'll take it slow and be gentle. but if its a jump off or a one night stand type broad... i'm ramming that shit in so i can get my nut. fuck all that making love shit, only might do that with a chick i KNOW i'll be with for a while or fall for or some shit. but you ain't gotta worry about me fallin no time soon. left and right, broads been dissapointing me... i don't even want nothing real anymore, i mean if i find it then i'll take it but until then i ain't lookin for or puttin as much in it anymore. okay, fuck that subject.
i listened to zshares of joe budden on shade45 radio, the shit niggahs say on the radio. i'm mad they don't play game on eminems radio station. thought the beef was just between 50 and him, that's fucked up. but yeah... heres a lil video of some of the session on the radio... it might autoplay but i don't care... ya'll niggahs better learn how to scroll and pause that shit. and fuck you nae, dark ass tryna play me on CS earlier.. knowing damn well my number was locked in your phone. i lost your number by mistake, don't try and play me out lil niggah.
i didn't listen just now, cause i'm too lazy, but most likley he's talkin shit about saigon and how he didn't write the 2nd diss. even if saigon didn't, the shit was still horrible. i can't fuck with saigon, he's just not entertaining ( music wise ) niggah couldn't drop his album, after having 32323 hits he sitll ain't drop his shit. had hot beats for nothng. it's sunday though, i think i'll stop bloggin and look for monk online. i missed that shit friday and it seemed like a good episode from what i seen. monk > house, CSI and all that boring shit. just so ya'll know.
another thing i wanted to say, you ever met a broad and all you want is some pussy, but you don't think it's gone be that easy but you try anyway and it just happens. you bag it and think that's it but the motherfucker stick around like you WANT her around. mannn that's one reason i stopped fuckin with random broads, cause everytime i meet one that shit happens. they end up fallin for me and shit. But oh well. i think i'm a go smoke this black now, get something to eat and hopfully my nephew doesn't follow me back to my room to put him to sleep like he always do. but i might be back to blog later... until then ya'll enjoy this and take it easy
this song was stuck in my head all night and shit. i don't know why i like it so much, but it ain't annoying like them dumb ass beyonce songs that every broad be singing ever minute of the fuck day. i'm a go though.