so it's been a MINUTE, but oh don't count me out yet... a niggah was just caught up and all types of bullshit nah mean ? not referring to nobody at all, just sayin.. it was a bunch of bullshit that had me caught up from gettin on here bloggin. from the girl, or ex as of yesterday... to the lazyness to just not even seeing the purpose of bloggin. but i got 3 followers, and i've been slackin major big time. i'd jump and blog real quick and that'll be it for the WEEK. well nah, i'm back... and back to what i do best which is complain and bicker about the shit that goes on around me. worldstarhiphop and joebuddentv is where i've been at mostly... if not there, i'm on CS if not THERE i'm not online period. so i've been avoidin this site from day one like hell. and the internet did some bullshit just now... a niggah tryna find music to put on my player and the shit close out. fuckin whack!

but just overall it's been a stressful week, or couple of weeks i must say, alot of this and that going on. mom don't have chemo anymore, but she's still sick it's just her hair isn't fallin out anymore cause the chemo is over. radiation or whatever is next but that's right round the corner and she might be going back to work sooner than later or say her doctor. she seems too comfortable and lazy now, i doubt she'll wanna go back but she'll have to get back used to working again.. mostly until i get a job a DECENT job and a job that can handle all the bills and she can just leave that gay ass plant she's at. but i doubt that'll happen cause she likes working around the house even when she can't do much she likes to get her ass up and wash dishes and clean and all that shit she use to do alot of but can't anymore.

my sister big ass can't do much either, she's soon to drop another one. he's suppose to be coming march, which is less than 3 months away, got another NEPHEW on the way. like last time, i'll have a shitload of pictures... maybe this time i won't have to use my camera phone but whatever, as long as i get a picture of him. oh yeah, she's naming [ zamari JERELL benjamin or anderson ] that will be one special kid, with the perfect middle name. and yeah, my name is spelled jerell on my birth certificate but OH WELL, mad i always thought it was spelt jarell and never knew til i actually read my SS# card. My lisience doesn't say jerell though... idk.

let me say, some crazy shit been poppin up on WSHH... for those who don't hop on it or don't want to i'm a post the videos here inna quick minute ( fuckin CP trippin, just cutt on me and wouldnt'cut back on... i had to take the battery out and all and still wouldn't come on. had to unplug the charger and cutt it back on without the charger in. either its gone crash or the charger is fucked up. WHATEVER IT IS, it better straighten the fuck up.


i can't lie and say the end wasnt funny, when he got on joe on the pump it up beat but that's about it.. i'm not feelin dude like that. the beef between the two was whack to me, saigon just showed he ain't gone just let joe diss him and get away with the W. but he just ain't gettin the job done. failed the criteria. he did alright with the diss though, he didn't suck completely... like his first shit. his first response to joe was kind've whack. he had a few good lines gettin at joe but it didn't really make me feel like he won that round, nor did he won this round regardless of what niggahs say, he did get at joe though make no mistake.

ANOTHER thing..


O'Reilly, and the other dude... these niggahs are wyling. i mean jay and jeezy did went all out and really got on bush, prolly wasn't needed but god damn. these niggahs hear that and throwin wordplay around, sayin slick shit or what not. i mean, to me all i see is HATE, it wasnt that big of a deal. " no more white lies, my president is black " them boys here that and get upset. they could've kept there comments and left it alone. like, c'mon.. its a celebration bitches. of COURSE it's fuck bush... appreciate his effort. be happy, and sing along.. quit complaining like niggahs CARE.. EVEN FOX had something to say. i would post that video but nah.

but besides them videos, my day was swell. went shoppin with moms and nephew... dropped sis off to hospital. my soon to be 2nd nephew won't act right for the doctors so she'll be right back up there the day i have to go to school. they call for freezin rain tomorrow, which might results to ice which i'll def. hate. we might have to leave the crib and go to the grands cause this house will get cold as soon as electricity stops working. i don't mind sleepin on the living room floor or some shit. but uhh, i really can't write something brief about my week. just know i missed two days of school, one for MLK and the other cause of snow. went wed and Thursday and had a quiz and a lab to do. got it done though, so no worries at ALL.

tomorrow, i don't know what's going to happen. i might end up somewhere in the city or i might go to st. john. that niggah BK back from chicago... niggah was in the navy and i heard he got kicked out he told me he left cause it was boring and all they did was sit behind a computer and get yelled at. sounds true, when i went to see my brother in TX that's all they did mostly. not to him but while we walked around, we seen lil groups of em running round and they'll stop... get yelled at for something then start back running. i have a temper problem, them niggahs all in my face hot breath and all id have to swing and hit one of em. just so they'll get the message i don't like that all in my face shit. sorry, i'm not with that. but yeah... like i was suppose to do a WHILE ago i'm a leave on that note. i think i started this at like 2 or 3, and it's 4:31 now and rosanne is on. i hope this goes off soon cause i need some full house to put my ass to sleep like it always does. but i'm gettin hot from this heater and i'm sleepy and i'm thirsty so HAWLUH
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so it's been a MINUTE, but oh don't count me out yet... a niggah was just caught up and all types of bullshit nah mean ? not referring to nobody at all, just sayin.. it was a bunch of bullshit that had me caught up from gettin on here bloggin. from the girl, or ex as of yesterday... to the lazyness to just not even seeing the purpose of bloggin. but i got 3 followers, and i've been slackin major big time. i'd jump and blog real quick and that'll be it for the WEEK. well nah, i'm back... and back to what i do best which is complain and bicker about the shit that goes on around me. worldstarhiphop and joebuddentv is where i've been at mostly... if not there, i'm on CS if not THERE i'm not online period. so i've been avoidin this site from day one like hell. and the internet did some bullshit just now... a niggah tryna find music to put on my player and the shit close out. fuckin whack!

but just overall it's been a stressful week, or couple of weeks i must say, alot of this and that going on. mom don't have chemo anymore, but she's still sick it's just her hair isn't fallin out anymore cause the chemo is over. radiation or whatever is next but that's right round the corner and she might be going back to work sooner than later or say her doctor. she seems too comfortable and lazy now, i doubt she'll wanna go back but she'll have to get back used to working again.. mostly until i get a job a DECENT job and a job that can handle all the bills and she can just leave that gay ass plant she's at. but i doubt that'll happen cause she likes working around the house even when she can't do much she likes to get her ass up and wash dishes and clean and all that shit she use to do alot of but can't anymore.

my sister big ass can't do much either, she's soon to drop another one. he's suppose to be coming march, which is less than 3 months away, got another NEPHEW on the way. like last time, i'll have a shitload of pictures... maybe this time i won't have to use my camera phone but whatever, as long as i get a picture of him. oh yeah, she's naming [ zamari JERELL benjamin or anderson ] that will be one special kid, with the perfect middle name. and yeah, my name is spelled jerell on my birth certificate but OH WELL, mad i always thought it was spelt jarell and never knew til i actually read my SS# card. My lisience doesn't say jerell though... idk.

let me say, some crazy shit been poppin up on WSHH... for those who don't hop on it or don't want to i'm a post the videos here inna quick minute ( fuckin CP trippin, just cutt on me and wouldnt'cut back on... i had to take the battery out and all and still wouldn't come on. had to unplug the charger and cutt it back on without the charger in. either its gone crash or the charger is fucked up. WHATEVER IT IS, it better straighten the fuck up.


i can't lie and say the end wasnt funny, when he got on joe on the pump it up beat but that's about it.. i'm not feelin dude like that. the beef between the two was whack to me, saigon just showed he ain't gone just let joe diss him and get away with the W. but he just ain't gettin the job done. failed the criteria. he did alright with the diss though, he didn't suck completely... like his first shit. his first response to joe was kind've whack. he had a few good lines gettin at joe but it didn't really make me feel like he won that round, nor did he won this round regardless of what niggahs say, he did get at joe though make no mistake.

ANOTHER thing..


O'Reilly, and the other dude... these niggahs are wyling. i mean jay and jeezy did went all out and really got on bush, prolly wasn't needed but god damn. these niggahs hear that and throwin wordplay around, sayin slick shit or what not. i mean, to me all i see is HATE, it wasnt that big of a deal. " no more white lies, my president is black " them boys here that and get upset. they could've kept there comments and left it alone. like, c'mon.. its a celebration bitches. of COURSE it's fuck bush... appreciate his effort. be happy, and sing along.. quit complaining like niggahs CARE.. EVEN FOX had something to say. i would post that video but nah.

but besides them videos, my day was swell. went shoppin with moms and nephew... dropped sis off to hospital. my soon to be 2nd nephew won't act right for the doctors so she'll be right back up there the day i have to go to school. they call for freezin rain tomorrow, which might results to ice which i'll def. hate. we might have to leave the crib and go to the grands cause this house will get cold as soon as electricity stops working. i don't mind sleepin on the living room floor or some shit. but uhh, i really can't write something brief about my week. just know i missed two days of school, one for MLK and the other cause of snow. went wed and Thursday and had a quiz and a lab to do. got it done though, so no worries at ALL.

tomorrow, i don't know what's going to happen. i might end up somewhere in the city or i might go to st. john. that niggah BK back from chicago... niggah was in the navy and i heard he got kicked out he told me he left cause it was boring and all they did was sit behind a computer and get yelled at. sounds true, when i went to see my brother in TX that's all they did mostly. not to him but while we walked around, we seen lil groups of em running round and they'll stop... get yelled at for something then start back running. i have a temper problem, them niggahs all in my face hot breath and all id have to swing and hit one of em. just so they'll get the message i don't like that all in my face shit. sorry, i'm not with that. but yeah... like i was suppose to do a WHILE ago i'm a leave on that note. i think i started this at like 2 or 3, and it's 4:31 now and rosanne is on. i hope this goes off soon cause i need some full house to put my ass to sleep like it always does. but i'm gettin hot from this heater and i'm sleepy and i'm thirsty so HAWLUH