"I ain't as crazy as I seem to be,
it's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me.
Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressants,
In essence im threatenin my character assessment
Truth told, I figure a few hoe's
mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes.
If I'm misunderstood or mis-guided,
started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' "
- Joe Budden, Angel in my Life
Information
My name is Jarell & I'm a drug addict. I'd rather be alone, rather then surrounded by familiar strangers. I listen to wayy too much R&B & i hate you all.
ayyyy, today i actually enjoyed my whole day. from wakin up to my nephew early, to gettin drunk with a headache from hell. i woke up, like at 9... cause my nephew came to lay with me. he won't tomorrow, they moved into there own house already and hopfully they stay there for the longest. but yeahhh, they're gone and this morning he woke me up from a great sleep so he can jump up. uhh, he went to my mom after i called her and told her he was wide away and i needed to go back to sleep. i got me 2 hours of sleep and then got up and ran to school. it was a okay day, it wasn't cold nor too hot. it won't be hot tomorrow, so i'll wear some shorts. i prolly won't, but it depends on how i feel when i hit the closet in the morning. idk, can't tell you. i change my mind alot of about things. it sucks, but that's me. i should be sending jeanri " sunset - ja rule " but, my ares actin mad slow and won't download the shit. it's downloadin now, but it's gone stop and start up and stop and so on. so i won't bother it until i'm done with this blog.
today, after school... came home, stomach hurtin already.. checked the mail and came home. seen the bad lil broad... i forgot her name but i seen her lil ass walkin home. mad she still in school, young ass. but i came home and played a game, motherfuckin dragged the bobcats. left, went to sister house. stayed there for like 2 hours, i get there and it was chill. they playin cards, jj out on the grill. no problems. when travis and birdy show up niggahs act a fool. first travis and baby momma and him went at it, then birdy and slopp bout to fight over 5 dollars. i mean, i would be mad too but i wouldn't be dumb enough to throw that much out without making sure i get my change so fuck that. chilled with jessica and nikki and my nephew and his cousin. watched some boring ass tv, drunk a budlight, had me a black. was GOOD, finished my budlight and lay on the floor like a damn fool. the hotdoggs was strizzle, the cookout next time better be better.
honestly, gang bangin at that serious, everybody wanna talk about it. niggahs is fake nowdays, making up there own sets nowadays. i don't even think sets round here real. so its pointless to fuck with gangs. sooo... yeah. i stand alone. what i need a whole squad of niggahs to run around and get in bullshit trouble for. anything else, we don't talk. i just don't see the purpose. my arms are gettin tired now, i don't get sleepy until 3/4AM, and yeah... fuck ya'll also... i'm gone. time to watch george lopez. hawluh!
ayyyy, today i actually enjoyed my whole day. from wakin up to my nephew early, to gettin drunk with a headache from hell. i woke up, like at 9... cause my nephew came to lay with me. he won't tomorrow, they moved into there own house already and hopfully they stay there for the longest. but yeahhh, they're gone and this morning he woke me up from a great sleep so he can jump up. uhh, he went to my mom after i called her and told her he was wide away and i needed to go back to sleep. i got me 2 hours of sleep and then got up and ran to school. it was a okay day, it wasn't cold nor too hot. it won't be hot tomorrow, so i'll wear some shorts. i prolly won't, but it depends on how i feel when i hit the closet in the morning. idk, can't tell you. i change my mind alot of about things. it sucks, but that's me. i should be sending jeanri " sunset - ja rule " but, my ares actin mad slow and won't download the shit. it's downloadin now, but it's gone stop and start up and stop and so on. so i won't bother it until i'm done with this blog.
today, after school... came home, stomach hurtin already.. checked the mail and came home. seen the bad lil broad... i forgot her name but i seen her lil ass walkin home. mad she still in school, young ass. but i came home and played a game, motherfuckin dragged the bobcats. left, went to sister house. stayed there for like 2 hours, i get there and it was chill. they playin cards, jj out on the grill. no problems. when travis and birdy show up niggahs act a fool. first travis and baby momma and him went at it, then birdy and slopp bout to fight over 5 dollars. i mean, i would be mad too but i wouldn't be dumb enough to throw that much out without making sure i get my change so fuck that. chilled with jessica and nikki and my nephew and his cousin. watched some boring ass tv, drunk a budlight, had me a black. was GOOD, finished my budlight and lay on the floor like a damn fool. the hotdoggs was strizzle, the cookout next time better be better.
honestly, gang bangin at that serious, everybody wanna talk about it. niggahs is fake nowdays, making up there own sets nowadays. i don't even think sets round here real. so its pointless to fuck with gangs. sooo... yeah. i stand alone. what i need a whole squad of niggahs to run around and get in bullshit trouble for. anything else, we don't talk. i just don't see the purpose. my arms are gettin tired now, i don't get sleepy until 3/4AM, and yeah... fuck ya'll also... i'm gone. time to watch george lopez. hawluh!
