just called someone 3 times in a row, and no answer. i don't know why i'm countin, i shouldn't be but i'll lose track sooner or later but oh well. i guess i won't blog that much anymore until AFTER new years, even though this is like my 43223 blog this week oh well... but after this i'll quit it. i'll be in columbia for the next two days too busy to touch a computer so yeah. my cousin pose to send me some exlcusive beats he's making and shit. regardless if i can't record over them i'm anxious to get them shits for some reason. tired of writin over other people beats. i'm watchin anger management and i seem to ALWAYS stop watchin after the part where they all have the sit down. i watched it TWICE and missed it after that part. first time was cause me & sis went to zaxbys. this time, just cause i was on the phone. fuck the movie, i'll download that motherfucker

tonight ? well today, i was a bit lazy. DID go out an went to get my dad something for christmas, and went to get some wrapping paper also. i'm walkin in, and a group of skinny tall broads walkin out lookin me in the face. i don't like that, don't do that shit. if u know me speak, if not look away and keep moving unless you tryna speak ho. then another broad did it when i came down the aisle singin the christmas song playing. i kept singin, no shame niggah! i've been seeing too many broads i know around family. like 5 girls already hugged me while my sister was round. " *smiles* that's your girlfriend erin ? " first time seeing the broads and she ask that shit. sdfu. like two of got kids... and the rest are just random broads.

reason i wrote this song, is cause of that song " circle" by marques houston, i like it for some reason. but it had me thinkin. i mean, i'm used to being talked about here and there and 24/7 and shit like idk, just simply my girl od'n it. its not a GOOD thing, but i mean that's my sign that i'm actually, truly loved... why ? idk. that just lets me know i don't have anything to worry about and nothing/noone else is on her mind. but when i barley see that, and then other signs and shit floatin round i just think. what if i'm just that niggah she's with just to be with. just not to be lonley and thinkin bout someone in the past. i don't know, i'm just assume'n and guessing. i don't know, but i feel that way. like i'm just the middle man, that's here for NOW but once that person come beggin back it's " its not you, it's me " idk, i'll give it some thought


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just called someone 3 times in a row, and no answer. i don't know why i'm countin, i shouldn't be but i'll lose track sooner or later but oh well. i guess i won't blog that much anymore until AFTER new years, even though this is like my 43223 blog this week oh well... but after this i'll quit it. i'll be in columbia for the next two days too busy to touch a computer so yeah. my cousin pose to send me some exlcusive beats he's making and shit. regardless if i can't record over them i'm anxious to get them shits for some reason. tired of writin over other people beats. i'm watchin anger management and i seem to ALWAYS stop watchin after the part where they all have the sit down. i watched it TWICE and missed it after that part. first time was cause me & sis went to zaxbys. this time, just cause i was on the phone. fuck the movie, i'll download that motherfucker

tonight ? well today, i was a bit lazy. DID go out an went to get my dad something for christmas, and went to get some wrapping paper also. i'm walkin in, and a group of skinny tall broads walkin out lookin me in the face. i don't like that, don't do that shit. if u know me speak, if not look away and keep moving unless you tryna speak ho. then another broad did it when i came down the aisle singin the christmas song playing. i kept singin, no shame niggah! i've been seeing too many broads i know around family. like 5 girls already hugged me while my sister was round. " *smiles* that's your girlfriend erin ? " first time seeing the broads and she ask that shit. sdfu. like two of got kids... and the rest are just random broads.

reason i wrote this song, is cause of that song " circle" by marques houston, i like it for some reason. but it had me thinkin. i mean, i'm used to being talked about here and there and 24/7 and shit like idk, just simply my girl od'n it. its not a GOOD thing, but i mean that's my sign that i'm actually, truly loved... why ? idk. that just lets me know i don't have anything to worry about and nothing/noone else is on her mind. but when i barley see that, and then other signs and shit floatin round i just think. what if i'm just that niggah she's with just to be with. just not to be lonley and thinkin bout someone in the past. i don't know, i'm just assume'n and guessing. i don't know, but i feel that way. like i'm just the middle man, that's here for NOW but once that person come beggin back it's " its not you, it's me " idk, i'll give it some thought