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"I ain't as crazy as I seem to be, it's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me. Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressants, In essence im threatenin my character assessment Truth told, I figure a few hoe's mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes. If I'm misunderstood or mis-guided, started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' "

- Joe Budden, Angel in my Life
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My name is Jarell & I'm a drug addict. I'd rather be alone, rather then surrounded by familiar strangers. I listen to wayy too much R&B & i hate you all.



December 17, 2008 @ 1:27 AM
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" i must've been dusted, cause u look like shit
all these years, they ain't done you no justice "

idk, it's 1:30 and i'm not tired but getting there so i would say i'd prolly be sleep by 2:00, 2:30 maybe. i sat here all day, well not here but you know. i took gma home or whatever, came home and ate and watched my movie. took me all day to finish watchin the day the earth stood still that shit wasn't even all that, i'm dissapointed. i WILL be erasing that shit off my hardrive motherfucker. this song at first wasn't all that, but i started to listening to it more and liking it more and might even play it out til the point where i know everyline like i always do with some budden shit. i don't feel like writin alot tonight though, gotta hit up worldstar and finish watchin videos... that jeezy video was whack but that god damn cd go so hard. i listen to that wholeee shit a COUPLE of times and still that shit sounds hot every time i listen to it. plies album is whack, he fucked up this round. but yeah.

" jus' sad, get mad cause my bitch bad "

i think before i fall asleep, i'm a get a cold cup of water with some ice and shit. turn on my 360 and play the fuck outtah some 2k9. i can't wait til fight night round 4 drop though, that shit looked so hard. it was ali vs tyson... i actually think ali would fuck tyson ass up buttt since they both old and all that good shit we'll never know but thats my opinion. tyson ain't fuckin with ali. but yeah, fuck talkin bout games. i think i'm bout to text tianna bitch ass, even though she's prolly passed out. she need to wake the hell up though, i'll call 50 million times until she actually wakes up and if she don't answer i'll call a couple more times... fuck it. i'm starting to get sleepy now. i usually depend on sleeping pills to put me to sleep which i think i'm a need to refrain from doing but still... them shits help a niggah when i'm wide awake listening to emo music at 4 o clock, downloading movies and watching george lopez and fresh prince repeats. but speakin of george lopez... his show's coming on. let me watch this before i play my early christmas present. oh yeah, CELTICS PLAY HAWKS TOMORROW... everybody should watch that and stuff cause celtics had a hard time beatin them last year so it might be a actual good gamme. who knows ? and nae, i hope something bad happens to you just because i don't like you. but let me go now.


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