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"I ain't as crazy as I seem to be, it's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me. Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressants, In essence im threatenin my character assessment Truth told, I figure a few hoe's mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes. If I'm misunderstood or mis-guided, started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' "

- Joe Budden, Angel in my Life
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My name is Jarell & I'm a drug addict. I'd rather be alone, rather then surrounded by familiar strangers. I listen to wayy too much R&B & i hate you all.



December 8, 2008 @ 10:10 PM
what's real.

" why do i feel so alone ? "

i'm tired & shit, but i think i'll stay up last night and whip up some bullshit work for this damn cpt 101 class. don't ask me why i'm takin cpt 101, and at the SAME time takin cpt 176. like... i'm taking a class where most of the students been there for a while and had to take madd classes before they got there and at the same time i'm takin a class where i'm learning microsoft word, like wdf ? i just bullshit around in that class cause i don't see the purpose. but whatever, i think by next year when i get that money if i don't have enough money to get a car, i'll save up for one. i want a car i don't have to keep paying for each month, and a car that i can just spend a couple G's for and that's it. My sister found a couple deals like that, i wanta good deal... i don't care too much for old cars though.

panthers playing right now, i'm not paying too much attention just waiting for this game to be done and see who wins. my ear is botherin me and these motherfuckers just got a fuckin turnover.. thats some bullshit. idc, i'm a go smoke this black and i WONT be back to blog cause i'm tired of this bloggin shit and yet everyday i get on to blog about what i'm doing or what i plan on doing. my brother leaves tomorrow, i got homework to do and i'm annoyed - hawluh!

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