i've had this annoying ass cold for like almost a month now, i'm exaggerating but it really feels like i've been coughin & sneezing for that long. i wake up feeling horrible and go to sleep feeling horrible but i man up and deal with it like every sickness i suffer. other then me being sick i've been dealing with a lot of other stuff lately, it's not none of that depressing type shit though. school hasn't been stressing until up to now, i mean i stuck it out for a while and just did the work but it's just been too much for me. like what's been fuckin with me lately has been all the pointless work. some classes i don't even do work in though. like english & cpt 176 & cpt 101. all we do is go in, and the teacher will talk. and the next class meeting we either have a quick quiz that i usually luck up and pass or we have a lab.

in my english class, we just write papers and dicuss shit and cpt 101 we work behind a computer doing simple shit so that' boring as hell. math, that's like the only class i really try to avoid most of the time. it's not that math, it's the long ass problems. it takes you 10 minutes to finish one problem and all the problems are almost that long, i have no time for that shit. i get annoyed spendin more then a minute on one problem so i just say fuck it. but i blame myself for the stress, i've been slackin with turning in work, going to my classes and doing tests and quizes. i just get lazy and say fuck it sometimes and i know that's gone be the reason i prolly fucked this semester up but oh well. regardless of what happen, fuck school!

today, i took sister to court... mad as hell cause this is the 2nd day in a row i've been forced to get up early. so i'm pissed off and i'm in the shower thinkin about what i'm going to do today knowing i don't have my presentation done nor am i ready for that quiz. so i decide then and there to skip cpt 101.. that class don't matter to me. i'm takin 176, fuck i need 101 for ? sister said i was walkin around the house lookin all mean in the face and ignoring what they we're saying to me. i mean i was just mad for no reason and was thinkin of reasons which made it even worse. start throwin my brother shit around. he pose to be here to help, but he made it harder for me cause mom can't clean up after his mess so i was left with that responsiblity. he can stay in DE.

but i took my sis to court, smoked a black and was calm by the time i got to school. buttt i sat in the car and skipped my first class just cause it would've been pointless if i went. i thought about skippin math and i should've but i still went and learned a lil, he went over the review so i sat and listened for a while. i promise you, jessica acts like she's slow as fuck. she ask the dumbest questions then laugh and try to play it off. i just wanna tell her to sdfu just cause her voice is annoying. i got up and walked out while he was teachin cause i got annoyed cause she was extra loud. textin tianna all day, phone half dead and shit and still tried to charge my phone up every minute. after class though, i sleep for like 2 to 3 hours... and that shit was greattt. i was disturbed a few times but i still decided to go righttt back to sleep


on another subject, i'm startin to say fuck all these niggahs online. i mean, i'm cool with a few but that's like 4 or 5 people. i mean i fuck with tianna, trey, james, jae and arayah... and i barley talk to some of them as it is. lewan, i known this niggah since we been in middle school together and we're mad cool so he don't count but like the people i talk to almost on a daily basis is mostly tianna now, use to be a handfull of names but now it's like if i don't say shit to nobody, the only person that i'll talk to the whole day is tianna & that's the only person i care to talk to. i mean offline, i talk to most of the annoying fuckers in my class, valesha, tia, kenyatta, few white girls... forgot there names but oh well. some people from highschool & fam but i'm talkin bout online and it's like i TRY to talk to niggahs like bee,arayah, brooke all these niggahs but i see its useless. i won't even speak to them niggahs no more, fuck being nice to niggahs.

i don't refer to ya'll niggahs online as friends, for reasons. if i don't talk to you then that's how i'm a keep it, if i fuck with you on occassions then you're just there for entertainment or just to keep me occupied for then. if i TRY to talk to you in a text or in a msg and you ignore me or brush me off on that bullshit then i'm just leaving it at that. i ain't tryna waste no energy on none of ya'll i just needed something to blog about. and i wroteee too much FUCKyouall

i've had this annoying ass cold for like almost a month now, i'm exaggerating but it really feels like i've been coughin & sneezing for that long. i wake up feeling horrible and go to sleep feeling horrible but i man up and deal with it like every sickness i suffer. other then me being sick i've been dealing with a lot of other stuff lately, it's not none of that depressing type shit though. school hasn't been stressing until up to now, i mean i stuck it out for a while and just did the work but it's just been too much for me. like what's been fuckin with me lately has been all the pointless work. some classes i don't even do work in though. like english & cpt 176 & cpt 101. all we do is go in, and the teacher will talk. and the next class meeting we either have a quick quiz that i usually luck up and pass or we have a lab.

in my english class, we just write papers and dicuss shit and cpt 101 we work behind a computer doing simple shit so that' boring as hell. math, that's like the only class i really try to avoid most of the time. it's not that math, it's the long ass problems. it takes you 10 minutes to finish one problem and all the problems are almost that long, i have no time for that shit. i get annoyed spendin more then a minute on one problem so i just say fuck it. but i blame myself for the stress, i've been slackin with turning in work, going to my classes and doing tests and quizes. i just get lazy and say fuck it sometimes and i know that's gone be the reason i prolly fucked this semester up but oh well. regardless of what happen, fuck school!

today, i took sister to court... mad as hell cause this is the 2nd day in a row i've been forced to get up early. so i'm pissed off and i'm in the shower thinkin about what i'm going to do today knowing i don't have my presentation done nor am i ready for that quiz. so i decide then and there to skip cpt 101.. that class don't matter to me. i'm takin 176, fuck i need 101 for ? sister said i was walkin around the house lookin all mean in the face and ignoring what they we're saying to me. i mean i was just mad for no reason and was thinkin of reasons which made it even worse. start throwin my brother shit around. he pose to be here to help, but he made it harder for me cause mom can't clean up after his mess so i was left with that responsiblity. he can stay in DE.

but i took my sis to court, smoked a black and was calm by the time i got to school. buttt i sat in the car and skipped my first class just cause it would've been pointless if i went. i thought about skippin math and i should've but i still went and learned a lil, he went over the review so i sat and listened for a while. i promise you, jessica acts like she's slow as fuck. she ask the dumbest questions then laugh and try to play it off. i just wanna tell her to sdfu just cause her voice is annoying. i got up and walked out while he was teachin cause i got annoyed cause she was extra loud. textin tianna all day, phone half dead and shit and still tried to charge my phone up every minute. after class though, i sleep for like 2 to 3 hours... and that shit was greattt. i was disturbed a few times but i still decided to go righttt back to sleep


on another subject, i'm startin to say fuck all these niggahs online. i mean, i'm cool with a few but that's like 4 or 5 people. i mean i fuck with tianna, trey, james, jae and arayah... and i barley talk to some of them as it is. lewan, i known this niggah since we been in middle school together and we're mad cool so he don't count but like the people i talk to almost on a daily basis is mostly tianna now, use to be a handfull of names but now it's like if i don't say shit to nobody, the only person that i'll talk to the whole day is tianna & that's the only person i care to talk to. i mean offline, i talk to most of the annoying fuckers in my class, valesha, tia, kenyatta, few white girls... forgot there names but oh well. some people from highschool & fam but i'm talkin bout online and it's like i TRY to talk to niggahs like bee,arayah, brooke all these niggahs but i see its useless. i won't even speak to them niggahs no more, fuck being nice to niggahs.

i don't refer to ya'll niggahs online as friends, for reasons. if i don't talk to you then that's how i'm a keep it, if i fuck with you on occassions then you're just there for entertainment or just to keep me occupied for then. if i TRY to talk to you in a text or in a msg and you ignore me or brush me off on that bullshit then i'm just leaving it at that. i ain't tryna waste no energy on none of ya'll i just needed something to blog about. and i wroteee too much FUCKyouall