sittin here in my room, finally got it back now that my brother & his broad left. i missed my room and missed my tv and everything in here even though all i did was sit here on the computer and watched tv most of the time in here. nothing else to do, so why not ? it's pose to raining/storming today,tonight, tomorrow and i got exams earlyyy tomorrow like today. tomorrow hopfully the test won't be as long and as difficult as todays. i mean, it wasnt difficult but you know... i didn't study as i do any other day so it wasn't as easy as i thought it would've been. i have hope though. got to school, and most of 'em sittin in the non smokin area where people smoke anyway. so i sat and chilled with them talkin bout people like everyone does and then got up and stood in the hallway with the rest of them. teacher came a few minutes late, valesha still botherin me about getting her something for her birthday. niggah i don't buy family shit on there birthdays unless i got moneyyy soo that's a lost cause.

the teacher came, opened the door... i went in and took the test, tried to go fast but wanted a decent grade. finished, turn it in and leftttt. came home and went RIGHT back out after i get relaxed. i already knew mom was going to do it so i didn't even strip like i always do. we went to umm maxway, foodlion, dollar general, the bank, and then aldis or whatever that store is called. it's like another save alot, just named different and they don't give you bags and u gotta pay a quater for a buggie... how retarded is that. i erased all them bloglinks cause i didn't see no point in having it. i read only a few blogs now and then, and if there long blogs i won't read 'em until times like this where i have nothing to do. i read james blog, tianna's, nae's and some treys. i'd read jae's but she has become predictable to me so i already know what to expect when i read hers

tomorrow is my cpt 101 exam, and i missed the test i had in there. i'll go to the test room to see if she put it there for me to take knowing she prolly didn't, i'll go just in case. i need to also sign up for next semester, go sell my books back to them niggahs monday and take my last exam tuesday and i won't have to wake up at 8 and dress up and ride all the way there to sit and class and listen to them go on and on about useless shit. other then school, i got nothing else going for me. still filling out applications but no calls, so i guess i'll just stick with school for now. i don't got no time to be running after jobs when nobody cares to even call. they put it up they're hiring but i barley even get calls so i say fuck it. i'll try again next year, i don't feel like it anymore. i ain't in the working mood anymore, these niggahs ruined my christmas spirit.

i need a lil chair in here, i don't always wanna lay down and these lil green chairs hurt my back so i'll just sit up and lean against the wall. that's good enough. uhhh, i erased most of my yahoo list and erased most of my phonebook in my phone. i might trim it so more, i don't want numbers just to be in there. my phone's always locked so nobody can really look through my phone or any of my numbers unless i let them. i think i'm going to end this blog soon, i don't know why i've been writing alot lately. i'm just in the bloggin mood more then ever. i'd blog about alot of other shit but i'm tired of complaining. it's just not worth it anymore, when i feel like gettin shit off my mind/chest then i'll just blog but for now, i don't even feel like blogging about any of the shit that's been botherin me. it's a bunch of different shit that's been buggin me. mostly people, family and personal stuff. like who cares about what goes on in between these four walls of mine

i think i'll watch movies, wait for the rain.. and sleep the day away just because i'm in a fucked up mood. i don't know what fucked my mood up, i just don't feel like doing shit today. i don't even feel like cleaning up, watchin my nephew... none of that shit. i just feel like sittin here and relaxin with not a worry in the world. well i was GOING to go smoke a black and take a shit and come back and try to sleep or something buttt i see i have to go drive in the rain if it rains by the time we're on our way back. mom says she gotta go help my grandma with her bills, she's confused and don't know which ones she hasn't paid and has paid or something. idk, she just told me i have to take her after she finish cookin which is soon. so i'm a still take that shit, and smoke that black but nowww i have to leave go all the way across town and see my grandma. it's almost 2, and i feel we wont leave her house until like 4 something and hopefully my sisters boyfriend get the baby for the day cause i'm tired of him already. i haven't even watched him long enough and i'm already tired. i feel like chokin the life outtah somebody, anybody for no reason. ramming somebody car into on coming traffic and shit. idk what's wrong with me, tianna's the only reason i'm still sane. pray for me - hawluh!

sittin here in my room, finally got it back now that my brother & his broad left. i missed my room and missed my tv and everything in here even though all i did was sit here on the computer and watched tv most of the time in here. nothing else to do, so why not ? it's pose to raining/storming today,tonight, tomorrow and i got exams earlyyy tomorrow like today. tomorrow hopfully the test won't be as long and as difficult as todays. i mean, it wasnt difficult but you know... i didn't study as i do any other day so it wasn't as easy as i thought it would've been. i have hope though. got to school, and most of 'em sittin in the non smokin area where people smoke anyway. so i sat and chilled with them talkin bout people like everyone does and then got up and stood in the hallway with the rest of them. teacher came a few minutes late, valesha still botherin me about getting her something for her birthday. niggah i don't buy family shit on there birthdays unless i got moneyyy soo that's a lost cause.

the teacher came, opened the door... i went in and took the test, tried to go fast but wanted a decent grade. finished, turn it in and leftttt. came home and went RIGHT back out after i get relaxed. i already knew mom was going to do it so i didn't even strip like i always do. we went to umm maxway, foodlion, dollar general, the bank, and then aldis or whatever that store is called. it's like another save alot, just named different and they don't give you bags and u gotta pay a quater for a buggie... how retarded is that. i erased all them bloglinks cause i didn't see no point in having it. i read only a few blogs now and then, and if there long blogs i won't read 'em until times like this where i have nothing to do. i read james blog, tianna's, nae's and some treys. i'd read jae's but she has become predictable to me so i already know what to expect when i read hers

tomorrow is my cpt 101 exam, and i missed the test i had in there. i'll go to the test room to see if she put it there for me to take knowing she prolly didn't, i'll go just in case. i need to also sign up for next semester, go sell my books back to them niggahs monday and take my last exam tuesday and i won't have to wake up at 8 and dress up and ride all the way there to sit and class and listen to them go on and on about useless shit. other then school, i got nothing else going for me. still filling out applications but no calls, so i guess i'll just stick with school for now. i don't got no time to be running after jobs when nobody cares to even call. they put it up they're hiring but i barley even get calls so i say fuck it. i'll try again next year, i don't feel like it anymore. i ain't in the working mood anymore, these niggahs ruined my christmas spirit.

i need a lil chair in here, i don't always wanna lay down and these lil green chairs hurt my back so i'll just sit up and lean against the wall. that's good enough. uhhh, i erased most of my yahoo list and erased most of my phonebook in my phone. i might trim it so more, i don't want numbers just to be in there. my phone's always locked so nobody can really look through my phone or any of my numbers unless i let them. i think i'm going to end this blog soon, i don't know why i've been writing alot lately. i'm just in the bloggin mood more then ever. i'd blog about alot of other shit but i'm tired of complaining. it's just not worth it anymore, when i feel like gettin shit off my mind/chest then i'll just blog but for now, i don't even feel like blogging about any of the shit that's been botherin me. it's a bunch of different shit that's been buggin me. mostly people, family and personal stuff. like who cares about what goes on in between these four walls of mine

i think i'll watch movies, wait for the rain.. and sleep the day away just because i'm in a fucked up mood. i don't know what fucked my mood up, i just don't feel like doing shit today. i don't even feel like cleaning up, watchin my nephew... none of that shit. i just feel like sittin here and relaxin with not a worry in the world. well i was GOING to go smoke a black and take a shit and come back and try to sleep or something buttt i see i have to go drive in the rain if it rains by the time we're on our way back. mom says she gotta go help my grandma with her bills, she's confused and don't know which ones she hasn't paid and has paid or something. idk, she just told me i have to take her after she finish cookin which is soon. so i'm a still take that shit, and smoke that black but nowww i have to leave go all the way across town and see my grandma. it's almost 2, and i feel we wont leave her house until like 4 something and hopefully my sisters boyfriend get the baby for the day cause i'm tired of him already. i haven't even watched him long enough and i'm already tired. i feel like chokin the life outtah somebody, anybody for no reason. ramming somebody car into on coming traffic and shit. idk what's wrong with me, tianna's the only reason i'm still sane. pray for me - hawluh!