Thought Process
"I ain't as crazy as I seem to be, it's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me. Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressants, In essence im threatenin my character assessment Truth told, I figure a few hoe's mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes. If I'm misunderstood or mis-guided, started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' "

- Joe Budden, Angel in my Life
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My name is Jarell & I'm a drug addict. I'd rather be alone, rather then surrounded by familiar strangers. I listen to wayy too much R&B & i hate you all.



December 16, 2008 @ 4:52 PM
wonderful.

" i got problems like everybody else, they're great problems though "

surprisingly, i ain't as sleepy as the other day. i swear, i fell asleep on moms and nephew yesterday i was too tired to even bother with them. i laid there and fell asleep... got up and walked to my room cause i got hot and went right back to sleep. but today, i'm good.. not as tired just my arm's hurting. went to get my 2k9, already played a few games but believe later i will be OD'n it. i got scared earlier, had spilled a lil water on my laptop and thought i fucked it up. i learned my lesson. but today was boring as everyday of my life but i ain't complaining. got up, could've stayed sleep until it was time for me to leave buttt nobody told me that i could stay sleep and instead i didn't really get all the sleep i wanted. got up, went to take the test... all them motherfuckering numbers! i skimmed through that shit was done madd early. i sat there and waited til people started jumpin up and turning there shit in... i jumped up and toss that shit to him and dipped. payed moms insurance thennn came home chilled for a while. took her back out christmas shoppin ( why call it xmas ? lazy fucks ) got my 2k9 in the process and a few gifts here and there.

lately a few heads been poppin up here and there, meaning some of you online fucks. lena, neesha a few people been tryna hit me up and talk to me. my bad for the hostility, i just don't fuck with nobody and don't feel like being bothered by anyone anymore like that. don't care to talk, so don't bother IM'n me if you see me online or msg'n me on myspace i might just ignore that shit and erase it just to be stubborn. i wouldn't care. i ain't on that emotypeshit i was on the past days, i'm good now. i ain't trippin bout shit anymore, i'm done worryin or pullin my dreads and cutting myself off from the world. cutting myself off from everyone seem to be working pretty fine. i tried to watch ghost town last night but the shit was just that boring that i fell asleep. i think i'll watch it and just fall asleep causeee yeah, that shit was OD dumb but the preview made it seem like it was gone be some funny ass movie. all the jokes are like, dull as hell. i need to find superbad so i can watch that tonight and laugh some, or 40 year ol virgin... either one will do. let me endd this





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