so i'm watchin this repeat of this episode, family matters... when carl passes out and steve saves him and shit. i seen this earlier, they can't act for shit... i'm mad i used to like this show. i'd rather watch full house, foreal... the white kids act better then these fuckers. but yeah, this niggah just called me... told me she sat up, in the car... instead of inside of the house, textin someone.. for like almost an hour and which was AFTER we stopped textin, who's there to text like 2AM? i guess she decide to call me cause she was bored after that person went to sleep. idk, idc... i just know she was like pratically my last resort to sanity & that's startin to slowly dissipated. it don't matter though, i'm good... just been feeling mad indifferent, and unstable lately. my cousin kind've in a fucked up place too, i got to hit him up tomorrow... make sure he's aight.


i really wasn't going to blog until prolly the days before christmas or after moms chemo which is the 23rd and then it's the 24th which we should be home for the rest of christmas eve so that's cool still. christmas is coming wayyy too fast though, it's gonna end as quick as it come then new years...then it's gonna be 09 and shit thennn another year of prolly the same bullshit but i'll try to make sure shit change. i don't want another year of the same shitt.. i'm tired right now but i'm sorta kindve fightin sleep. i don't want to sleep though, i will after i listen to this song 3232 times more which is the one that's playing now ( trey songz ). i might finish watchin traitor, it was better than i thought it would've been... let me end this.

so i'm watchin this repeat of this episode, family matters... when carl passes out and steve saves him and shit. i seen this earlier, they can't act for shit... i'm mad i used to like this show. i'd rather watch full house, foreal... the white kids act better then these fuckers. but yeah, this niggah just called me... told me she sat up, in the car... instead of inside of the house, textin someone.. for like almost an hour and which was AFTER we stopped textin, who's there to text like 2AM? i guess she decide to call me cause she was bored after that person went to sleep. idk, idc... i just know she was like pratically my last resort to sanity & that's startin to slowly dissipated. it don't matter though, i'm good... just been feeling mad indifferent, and unstable lately. my cousin kind've in a fucked up place too, i got to hit him up tomorrow... make sure he's aight.


i really wasn't going to blog until prolly the days before christmas or after moms chemo which is the 23rd and then it's the 24th which we should be home for the rest of christmas eve so that's cool still. christmas is coming wayyy too fast though, it's gonna end as quick as it come then new years...then it's gonna be 09 and shit thennn another year of prolly the same bullshit but i'll try to make sure shit change. i don't want another year of the same shitt.. i'm tired right now but i'm sorta kindve fightin sleep. i don't want to sleep though, i will after i listen to this song 3232 times more which is the one that's playing now ( trey songz ). i might finish watchin traitor, it was better than i thought it would've been... let me end this.