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"I ain't as crazy as I seem to be, it's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me. Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressants, In essence im threatenin my character assessment Truth told, I figure a few hoe's mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes. If I'm misunderstood or mis-guided, started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' "

- Joe Budden, Angel in my Life
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My name is Jarell & I'm a drug addict. I'd rather be alone, rather then surrounded by familiar strangers. I listen to wayy too much R&B & i hate you all.



December 19, 2008 @ 6:43 PM
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nobody's gone love me like me

so this song is on repeat, i don't know why i like it so much. it's just that deep i guess, and i'm into that type of music.. especially coming from joe budden. who wouldn't repeat a joe budden track ? i'm saying though. i'd see if it was some touch & go, pump it up shit... but besides joey it's been a fucked up day. got to wake sis up at 9 something so she can go back to her bullshit job. christmas party wasss shitty. didn't go cause of many reasons, and if there reasons NOT to go some where then that's a sign to just leave it alone and that's what i did. back in these four walls, playing 2k9 like always... writtin a bullshit blog, phone beside me on silent... it WAS turned off but i can't keep my phone off. got a bottle of some koolaid, well it was water but now it's koolaid, and my music up loud so i can't hear shit. that's how i like it... yenno ?

tomorrow's going to be a day full of choirs my mom will bug me to do. wash the car, clean it out... clean the house/room/bathrooms.. then finally cook dinner and get out the movie i promised to burned. see, i WANT to burn it but then again it's gonna take allll night and then it might fuck up while i'm sleep and i'll wake up having to do it all over so idk, i like to be awake to see if it messes up. it wastes no time, i can start it back over without any troubles or wantin to surf the web and the burning process going mad slow. i might end up watchin it tonight, i'm just sayin. i got that dvdscr... shit looks clear and like the actual dvd so i'm in bidness, might sell this shit. put in work son son.

so tonight, i guess i'll watch soul man or lakeview terrace or some shit idk yet still tryna decide. prolly finish playing this season on 2k9 a lil bit then find something on here to do... go see if mom cooked something if not oh well. prolly get up AFTER this blog and smoke this black and come back here and bullshit around. i really don't feel like being on here though. just that feelin like i wanna cutt this shit off sometimes and let it sit there off for a whileee. might do that after christmas. leave my computer off on christmas morning and never cutt it back on until... january 1, 2009. godieslow.

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