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"I ain't as crazy as I seem to be, it's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me. Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressants, In essence im threatenin my character assessment Truth told, I figure a few hoe's mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes. If I'm misunderstood or mis-guided, started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' "

- Joe Budden, Angel in my Life
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My name is Jarell & I'm a drug addict. I'd rather be alone, rather then surrounded by familiar strangers. I listen to wayy too much R&B & i hate you all.



December 4, 2008 @ 11:51 PM
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motherfucker i'm SPECIAL! well atleast to her i am. but i'm sittin here watchin the 40 year old virgin for like the 20th time and shit. Andy is stupid as fuck, even though i seen this movie so many times i still laugh like a damn fool and his dumb ass comments/actions.

" i be nailin her & she be like aww YOUR NAILING ME "
"ooohh mee so horny, me love youuu long time"

but fuck bloggin about this movie, i'm watchin spiderman 3 after this goes off. this week has been madddd crazy. i mean, not even this week just these past few days. like lastnight started shit off... i'm calling tianna bitch ass 3232 times tryna wake her up to keep my company cause i can never go to sleep until like 3 or 4 so yeah. this niggah JJ pulls up and him and my sister outside argue'n face to face like they bout to fight like two grown men and shit so i'm buggin. i open the door and tell em to calm down. sister come in, he outside talkin shit and gone yell he leaving... he pull back in the yard and come in talkin shit. long story short, this niggah drunk as hell and he ready to fight everybody. i'm there talkin to him and shit, he's telling me about some dude pullin a pistol on him and puttin it to his head then he goes outside to cool down and its like he's actually out there fightin somebody, talkin shit... in the neighbors yard talkin shit. yelling through the window AC.

so yeah, after like 3 and tianna sleep on me and i got nobody to talk to until i pass out they in the car and he calm and shit, i end up falling asleep and not even waking up til like 9:30 something and i gotta be at school by 9:55, i usually leave 9:20 to get a good upfront park. so i skipp that class and i go to my second one but don't even go. i walk pass the room and see him in there and a empty class basically so i don't even bother going in. i sit in the car and play on my phone the wholeee time. i finally leave and the class over, and i dip get home and try to relax for a while but my nephew botherin me. i basically had him ALL day and he drove me crazy, i smoked atleast 3 blacks today which is HORRIBLE for me. i need to quit smoking. and that wraps it up i think. watched american gangster early, finally got in touch with brittany and i hadn't talk to her ass in 21342 years but i'm done bloggin now. let em focus on my movie and relax. - hawluh!

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