Thought Process
"I ain't as crazy as I seem to be, it's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me. Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressants, In essence im threatenin my character assessment Truth told, I figure a few hoe's mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes. If I'm misunderstood or mis-guided, started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' "

- Joe Budden, Angel in my Life
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My name is Jarell & I'm a drug addict. I'd rather be alone, rather then surrounded by familiar strangers. I listen to wayy too much R&B & i hate you all.



November 30, 2008 @ 12:11 PM
calm down.

" In the street I stand, wit' my heat in hand
For what reason, I don't remember beefin'. "

I got a headache, well a minor one. I've been gettin them alot latley, idk where they're coming from but it's annoying. It's prolly cause i'm part sick but the nyquil knocked SOME of the cold outtah me but it didn't do much, i might need some mucinex or w/e it's called & wdf my S button keep acting up. I gotta keep going back cause the s never comes up, that's really really annoying. but oh well it should stop sooner or later. I jut finished playin a quick season of 2k9 on ps3... fck a 360 i want a ps3 even though it cost like 400, oh well. I might sell the xbox and the controllers and try to get one cause i'm really loving my brothers. I might steal his shit unless i go get a 2k9 on xbox. idk, this thanksgivin wa great though. not the food... SOME of the food and shit but like just to be around fam was cool to me, and to have brother here and shit was cool so yeah, and if troy come down i'll be able to record something before he leave and brother will be right back down here.

" Note to self on my hand: Get even, I don't remember needin' re-venge.
Now anybody comin' toward me, I'm reachin' "

this internet thing is so boring nowadays, i remember getting on and being on for a whileee just in conferences with wan, jeanri and all them other hos or just sittin here and chattin with 'em and laughin... shit use to be poppin now all i do is talk to broads on and off and i barley do that anymore cause most of em text me so wtf i need yahoo, and CS for ? this shit i like mad pointless. just know that sooner or later i will be getting rid of all this shit and a niggah will be on mobile 24/7, might not even be on mobile and just say fuck this online shit and hop on to check hiphop sites get some downloads in and blog once or twice then hop off and play the game or go out and bullshit around. which theres nothing to do in sumter so i'll mostly try to get up to rockhill and go to charlotte. i might go to wintrop knowing its 20 mins from charlotte and shit.

today, was mostly like yesterday. it rained all night and woke up to rain. howd i know it was raining without moving, i could hear it on the AC. can't really hear it on the roof cause motherfuckers keep tv's on in this house all loud for no reason. Jj bitch ass left for pampers three hours ago and still hasn't came back. niggah can lieee, he took my fuckin black to like i bought it for him to take it & ride around sumter with... motherfuckers be on that other shit. i'm a go cook though, brother gone burn something up, he focused on this madden game he's losing. HA niggah, shouldn't brag with that whack as team. nah, he was doing aight latley... had a 11 win streak but i think he bout to fuck it up - hawluh!

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