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"I ain't as crazy as I seem to be, it's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me. Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressants, In essence im threatenin my character assessment Truth told, I figure a few hoe's mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes. If I'm misunderstood or mis-guided, started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' "

- Joe Budden, Angel in my Life
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My name is Jarell & I'm a drug addict. I'd rather be alone, rather then surrounded by familiar strangers. I listen to wayy too much R&B & i hate you all.



September 8, 2008 @ 3:16 PM
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i'm startin to feel horrible again.

my stomach was hurtin, i got chills.. keep coughin, you could hear the cold in my chest and shit. I need to get rid of this cold completely. but, today... was cool so far. lena wanted to talk to me, so i talked to her for a while and eventually fell asleep... woke up like actually sleepin on the floor. I actualy FELT the floor. So yeah, i took all the air out of this lil bed or w/e you want to call it and now its on the floor, it'll take too much energy to try and pump the bullshit back up so fuck it, it'll stay like this

but uhh, yeah... sat on the car after my 2nd class and finish smokin my black, i'm mad D was drivin a station wagon and shit. but yeah, i'm riding home singing the dream i love your girl, mad loud... old lady at the red light was lookin at me weird and shit. that's okay, i'm glad she enjoyed my singing<3

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