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"I ain't as crazy as I seem to be, it's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me. Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressants, In essence im threatenin my character assessment Truth told, I figure a few hoe's mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes. If I'm misunderstood or mis-guided, started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' "

- Joe Budden, Angel in my Life

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My name is Jarell & I'm a drug addict. I'd rather be alone, rather then surrounded by familiar strangers. I listen to wayy too much R&B & i hate you all.

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September 3, 2008 @ 7:16 PM

" she shoots me with happiness... and I bleed joy "

so i got this bad cold... shit bothers me. i dk if it's a cold or its my allergies botherin me, but i feel horrible. i need some medicine, i think i almost OD earlier. I felt mad weak, almost fell over and shit, idk what was going on. Im good now, but damn i thought i was gone pass out or something. i'm good now. i'm doing good, tryna hide all i'm going through but other then whats going on, i'm straight. like moms could be sick, hopfully she ain't and she pull through.

I need to get a check, to see if i'm healthy no matter how scared i am of hearing what kind've sickness i may have or some shit. I be having chest pains, all type of pains... but being me, i shake em off and not say shit about 'em. I'm the stubborn, i tell myself i'm a say something about something and never say anything just ckuz i don't want to. Even when someone tells me i should.

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