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"I ain't as crazy as I seem to be, it's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me. Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressants, In essence im threatenin my character assessment Truth told, I figure a few hoe's mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes. If I'm misunderstood or mis-guided, started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' "

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My name is Jarell & I'm a drug addict. I'd rather be alone, rather then surrounded by familiar strangers. I listen to wayy too much R&B & i hate you all.

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September 13, 2008 @ 11:34 PM

"don't you everr get to comfortableeee"

i'm tired, i think the pain in my finger is coming soon.. its numb now and i think i'ma overdose tonight, i was going to last night but luckily i feel asleep. Yolee & ibi bitch asses fuckin' with me over the phone right now.. i hate these two, they love me though ALWAYS CALLING ME, but yeah.. i spent my whole day at the hospital, walmart gettin medicine, all around sumter with a SORE arm and a numb finger that was bleedin on and off. THEN tianna didn't text me at all, and decide to call 52 mins ago... while i was in the shower. i'm a relax.. fuckthisinternet.

"if you wanna leave, be my guest."

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i feel like, well actually i don't know WHAT to feel, know what to think.. i'm just gone do me and shit. i dont know what's going on around me anymore. shits like all fucked up and twisted that i don't know left from right, and if left is really right...idk if that makes sense but that's where i'm at right now. so, i'd appreciate somebody to put me back on track, id preciate it.

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