so i basically spent almost 2 hours workin on this piece of shit, just because i felt like changin' it. i mean i didn't want to, but i already knew it was round the time i needed to change, this won't stay for too long... well it may but i mean i might change it up a lil or someshit. i been up since 3, i woke up for no reason at all... looked at my phone & seen it was dead, charged it... jumped up, got some water and grabbed my starburst and sat here and did a bunch of shit i ment to do before falling asleep. my dvd was finished, so i watched that to make sure it was actually done & not fucked up. now i'm burning a second dvd, i'll wake up and toss another in there. but for now... i'm a get my drink, lay here and watch a movie and ignore the world for the rest of the day.

it's a possibility i'll come back and blog like i seem to never do, but i'm saying... maybe i feel like how i feel now and just blog. i don't vent as much, cause i don't be on the edge anymore... well let me not talk too soon. i mean, i vent when i'm on the road to depression or when somethings going on and i don't really like talkin to people that'll have negative comments about it or whatever. i just feel like i can say anything here and not worry about the reaction. for this whole sunday, i'm blankin my thoughts. just leaving all the stressful, bullshit, annoying ass people & shady motherfuckers out of my thoughts. if they happen to sneak in my head, i'll smoke 'em out ( i hope my black & mild still be in the bathroom ). but for now, i'm a relax until i fall asleep.
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so i basically spent almost 2 hours workin on this piece of shit, just because i felt like changin' it. i mean i didn't want to, but i already knew it was round the time i needed to change, this won't stay for too long... well it may but i mean i might change it up a lil or someshit. i been up since 3, i woke up for no reason at all... looked at my phone & seen it was dead, charged it... jumped up, got some water and grabbed my starburst and sat here and did a bunch of shit i ment to do before falling asleep. my dvd was finished, so i watched that to make sure it was actually done & not fucked up. now i'm burning a second dvd, i'll wake up and toss another in there. but for now... i'm a get my drink, lay here and watch a movie and ignore the world for the rest of the day.

it's a possibility i'll come back and blog like i seem to never do, but i'm saying... maybe i feel like how i feel now and just blog. i don't vent as much, cause i don't be on the edge anymore... well let me not talk too soon. i mean, i vent when i'm on the road to depression or when somethings going on and i don't really like talkin to people that'll have negative comments about it or whatever. i just feel like i can say anything here and not worry about the reaction. for this whole sunday, i'm blankin my thoughts. just leaving all the stressful, bullshit, annoying ass people & shady motherfuckers out of my thoughts. if they happen to sneak in my head, i'll smoke 'em out ( i hope my black & mild still be in the bathroom ). but for now, i'm a relax until i fall asleep.